Everyone has bad times, everyone has ups and downs some more then others. But god will only give you what you can handle he knows your strengths your weakness. He knows your life plan from this point on. We have to stop stressing over the small stuff. I like to think god made me a little bit of sunshine and a little bit of hurricane. I have had so many struggles in my life. Sometimes I wonder how my husband had put up with me. But like my best friend told me the other day Ashley you have more good then you do bad. These blogs I am writing are true events in my life. Those of you reading them I am writing in hopes they help me understand me little more. Till tomorrow.